Being a better friend these days....

Over the last few months....I have visited many sites...joined different sites like facebook, myspace, witchforum and various others. But thru it all I have made a few TRUE friends, the type of friends who listen, care and follow you thru your life and ask the type of questions that let you know you matter and make a difference.
And my friends....Wolfbane from the UK (ML) and Army Hero in Germany (MB) and of course Sister Witch (AD) you know who you are....all of you have given me so much from friendship, to guidance to laughter....those items are precious and rare. I also have my two childhood friends Anastacia and Curly Sue (MI) who i hold so dear in my heart. I never seem to say the right things or give them thanks enough for being there for me through it all....my divorce, my custody with my three neices and now my days of nothing but me....LOL.
The Goddess puts us on a path...guides us, but the choice of free will is very important her and the path however given to us they are....doesn't block the fact that there are others on this path there to teach us as well...guide, protect and uplift us...even make us go...hmmmmmmm as well.
I don't consider myself greater than the big picture, I don't think I am that strong but then....I have a bad day....sit alone and think....think woe is me....then i open my laptop and am reminded just when i need to be ......my friends online and in life...care about me.
I will tell you...it is very lovely to have that...more important than any money, vacation or tv show....it is true magick..the kind that is rare and powerful the kind that can lift a person up and make them better along their way.
My mission in this life is to be a better friend, not be so damn judgemental, say the right thing at the right time, have the kleenex there ready and to open my mind to new things.......
I don't think i have mastered these abilities right now.....and I keep flopping on the best friend things.....and you all know who I have flopped with...and I am so so sorry for my short comings.......May the Goddess guide me in my path and teach me new ideas.
May All my friends understand my flaws and accept me anyways...this is my mantra for the month...BE A BETTER FRIEND...cause my friends ONLINE or IN PERSON are The very BEST!! Many thanks and blessings to them and their families....May Isis guide and protect them everyday.

Welcome into my humble home again my friends....

What has drawn you to my neck of the woods today? Curiousity or just plain boredom...haha!
You ever have those days where you want to do so many things you have been putting off...or start fresh some stupid task you set on the shelf months ago?
Well...I seem to be having those days alot lately...however the problem is...I don't start it...I haven't started any of my tasks I have started weeks ago...I just think...must get to that...and then..poof....I am off on another daily chore with little thought to really what is clinking around this head of mine.

I haven't really told you all....I have gotten custody of my three little neices who are a complete heandful...their mom (my baby sister) has went to prison for drug abuse...lemme tell you...there is alot of baggage for these girls and I have been doing my best...but lately doesn't seem to be good enough.
I mean we will manage and get by...but in the meantime trying to hold onto my wits and remember where i sat my besom might get sticky! LOL
Ok...i have blogged for my week...now anything else i might whip up in my cauldron for the week will be a bonus...so....ta tah for now my avid readers....

I am Back....

Okies people...I have been out for awhile...I guess that is what happens when you inherit 3 little neices full time. I am also engaged now to the "Torch" he is awesome! Oh, don't get me wrong...we have had our serious ups and downs...no kidding, I even left once. But all in all, we have decided that there is enough...SPARK there to see if we can ignite ourselves for the greater picture.
I have been planting, cleaning and cooking this summer, I have amended my wonderful friendships with "A and M" and thru lots of hard work I have managed to keep my head above water....
which here in Arkansas, is very hard to do considering how many undertows the rivers have here. LOL
I am in the middle of working a few spells out to help out a friend of a friend...and been trying to manage to escort myself down my hallway to meditate too, I have missed many conversations with my Goddess as of late.
All I can say, is I am one busy little witch and its about time I take my head out of my cauldron and look around for my BOS so I can write and renew and possibly recharge.

So, to those of you out there, I have missed you and to those of you who I haven't had the chance .... Merry Meet!

Welcome to my little neck of the woods and sit a spell with me for awhile....

JM