Saturday, July 24, 2010

Working on myself....

I have had so much happen in my life since I was last on here. The girls we were caring for are gone. They went back with their mother. I'd like to leave that baggage there if you don't mind.
Next, my Exhusband got remarried..which is great for him, but our two teenagers have been through so much at his hands. His new WIFEY is a horrid woman...she is very hateful and vendictive about me. Because he and I shared 22 years and 2 children..she is very ugly about me. Normally this wouldn't bother me because trust me I could care less, but the fact that she regulary tortures our making my blood boil and me not want to do the right thing. This has been very trying to my patience I assure you. My friends it is not very easy to turn the other cheek in many instances and this is one of them.
My "Torch" fiance and I are doing fine. We have our moments, our disagreements and our issues but we seem to be making a small go of it.
I pretty much have moved away from my small group of Girl Friends which isn't at my wishes. Ithink most just have too much LIFE going on just like me. As my kids got older I thought...I will have more time...more ME time...When I make time, my friends are unavailable which trust me...I totally understand.

I keep thinking that life will slow down and allow me to breathe. I keep waiting. I will keep you posted. I am happy, healthy and alive so I thank the Goddess daily.

I am sure I will see you along my journey...if I stick to the path. LOL

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